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Sunday, October 10, 2010

Drained

Do you ever have those "my stupid mouth" moments?!!

I know who I am. And I know that I am valuable. And I am a confident mother, with goals and aspirations for my life. I am a giver and a lover, but when I see people from my past, the people that knew me at my weakest point {and before}.... Something freaks me out, and I either say too much or too little. For whatever reason I get SO awkward. Laughable AFTER the fact, for sure.

Tonight, was one of those nights. I generally don't care what people think of me, but for whatever reason, I always care about one particular crowd. I feel emotionally fried. Don't get me wrong, I was so glad to see everyone that was there! I just psych myself out.